About Me
Hi, Bloggers...I am a single mom living with Multiple Sclerosis, and trying to raise my 5 yr old alone. I have overcome many obstacles in my life such as growing up in foster homes, being a drug addict and a drunk. I have lost a lot but I have also gained a lot. I have gained the self-respect that I needed to be a better person. I believe in God today and I believe in myself. I do not use drugs or drink today. My head is clear. I have many flaws, but with the help of my Higher Power, old and real friends who know me, really know me, and support me in the changes I have made I am a better person and mother. I am independant and very strong. I try to be positive and sometimes feed into the negativity that surrounds me. It is hard when I live in a small town where others who befriend me, only to try to bring me down....I come on here to get positive feedback and meet people like myself...to put some of my struggles down and try to let them go. ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME

Recent Entries
Ammends are made
Prayer for Friends You have created us to live in community,O God of love;bless our friends who provide us with the grace and love of an extended fam... read more
Loving school
I decided that now that my little princess is in school, it gives me some time to go through her things and get rid of the old....well I started on Th... read more
My baby is growing up!!!
My baby is growing up, she was so excited to start school today, I was excited but felt some pain, seperation anxiety. She had NONE !!!!! The morning ... read more
Today...
Twenty-Third Psalm The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want.He makes me lie down in green pastures;he leads me besid... read more
Hurt
I need some opinions.....although my daughter Justine and I are very close, I do have 4 other children...Erika is 25, I haven't seen her since she was... read more
My Maine visit
My Dad and his wife have a place in Maine. It is beautiful there. Justine and I went for the night on Sunday right after church, she was very happy to... read more
Worth it
It is all worth it, every day to start my day off with this beautiful little smile. She wakes up so happy and so full of love, she keeps me going all ... read more
Camping
Justine and I went camping for the first time in Andover, Mass for the night on Wednesday. It was a long ride, and she had never been so she didn't kn... read more
Beautiful Day
Yesterday was a beautiful day for me and my heart and soul. I was baptised as a Christian at the lake . I have been thinking since I got home at... read more









